Saturday, November 17, 2007

Saturday - Class Continues

My block is fear, fear of success fear of love and all that means. Fear of revealing myself, fear of being called to be called to a higher purpose.

I fear talking to those I don't know, afraid that they won't like me, afraid that they will walk away. I hold this fear close to me a constant companion. I use this fear to push people away not violently, put as a silence, a wall to prevent them from sharing with me. a wall to keep me from caring about them.

I don't let fear go, because then I would be alone How then do I use fear to strengthen me to help me, to let it become my ally.

Why am I afraid to Dance? Why am I afraid to cry, to laugh, to sing? Can I learn to sing & to dance. and if I can then when?

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