Sunday, November 18, 2007

Sunday - the last formal class

I see in you the face of god, the wisdom, the joy. Delighting in the form & function. Dancing in the rain and the wind. Touching and warming every life.

Come, join me in expressing the god within you delighting in the challenges and the steps we must take to discard that which is not us. Namaste

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What I received was more than I expected to see and feel the acceptance and unconditional love from these people that both don't know me and and see my secret heart and strengths.

They give me courage to take the next step placing one foot in front of the other. NO longer looking at the ground fearing to place my feet in the wrong place. Rather now I can hold mt head up looking at the goal that is where I am already.

Now I am free to put down my old doubts and beliefs that were wearing me down.

Now I am free to be me.

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I accept that I am strong and courageous in expressing the truth of who I am.

Saturday, November 17, 2007

Saturday - Class Continues

My block is fear, fear of success fear of love and all that means. Fear of revealing myself, fear of being called to be called to a higher purpose.

I fear talking to those I don't know, afraid that they won't like me, afraid that they will walk away. I hold this fear close to me a constant companion. I use this fear to push people away not violently, put as a silence, a wall to prevent them from sharing with me. a wall to keep me from caring about them.

I don't let fear go, because then I would be alone How then do I use fear to strengthen me to help me, to let it become my ally.

Why am I afraid to Dance? Why am I afraid to cry, to laugh, to sing? Can I learn to sing & to dance. and if I can then when?

Friday, November 16, 2007

Friday - Class begins

Parts of me that used to be shut down are now accepted and cherished parts of me.

action item - BRING ALTAR ITEM

My intention, I want to feel free from worry about finances and health, free from my own self doubts, free to try new things and free to express myself in new and frightening ways. Free to let go of my old fears and self doubts, free of my own self imposed shackles of what people might think.

Free of the worries that they might not like me. Free from the fear of success